we used to have that joke about planes
and I used to feel so loved
like nothing could fucking touch me
I had everything I wanted
I would have sacrificed two years of my life
My whole life, even. I was naive enough.
but you held me to a standard you never held yourself
you were with him so long before I knew
How could you touch me?
How could you see me?
How could you sleep?
I hope you're happy.
Nothing meant anything for so long
and this still feels like a different life
like I am Two Forces and i am the second
"I am Brother Cain - Keep no one close or safe"
When will I stop lying?
When will I feel in love again?
lyrics
Hayden,
I want you to know I'm fine without the things they said I needed.
I want you to know I'm not so sad as I used to be. (I go to therapy.)
I don't miss 2011.
I still miss thirteen.
It's just for different reasons.
Underneath the stars that night,
I told you I loved you.
I'll try to remember that you loved me, too.
You know i hope you're happy.
credits
from Start Somewhere,
released February 16, 2016
Hayden Call. Shadow Valley Parking Lot. The basement. Everything. I have since left this behind.
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